I spent Fall Break alone in Paris and had a bit too much time to think about everything.
My study abroad experience isn't what I'd expected.
I'm not disappointed.
But I feel a lot of pressure.
I feel like I have to come home with all these amazing stories, I have to make great friends, take a million pictures, become fluent in French, have wild & wacky adventures, and "find myself."
If I continue like this, none of that will happen.
I need to take charge.
If I want more, I need to seek out more.
I need something new.
New clothes.
New friends.
A girlfriend.
I need to take a risk.
I pour a glass of wine.
And start to cut my hair.
Song: American Boy - Estelle feat. Kanye West
